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November 19

无尽

June 16

conversations with god

'You are goodness and mercy and compassion and understanding. You are peace and joy and light. You are forgiveness and patience, strength and courage, a helper in time of need, a comforter in time of sorrow, a healer in time of injury, a teacher in times of confusion. You are the deepest wisdom and the highest truth; the greatest peace and the grandest love. You are these things. And in moments of your life you have known yourself as these things. Choose now to know yourself as these things always.'
 
'Seek to create change not because a thing is wrong, but because it no longer makes an accurate statement of Who You Are.'

'Examine your values one by one. Hold them up to the light of public scrutiny. If you tell the world who you are and what you believe without breaking stride or hesitating, you are happy with yourself.'



' Need nothing. Desire everything. Choose what shows up. Feel your feelings. Cry your cries. Laugh your laughs. Honor your truth.'

'In the moment of great tragedy, the challenge always is to quiet the mind and move deep within the soul.'
 

If you think God looks only one way or sounds only one way or is only one way, you’re going to look right past Me night and day. You’ll spend your whole life looking for God and not finding Her. Because you’re looking for a Him.

Your ideas about right and wrong are just that—ideas. They are the thoughts which form the shape and create the substance of Who You Are. There would be only one reason to change any of these; only one purpose in making an alteration: if you are not happy with Who You Are.

My child, everything in life is holy.

The promise of God is that you are His son. Her offspring. Its likeness. His equal. Ah…here is where you get hung up. You can accept “His son,” “offspring,” “likeness,” but you recoil at being called “His equal.” It is too much to accept. Too much bigness, too much wonderment—too much responsibility. For if you are God’s equal, that means nothing is being done to you—and all things are created by you. There can be no more victims and no more villains—only outcomes of your thought about a thing.

And every Master has likewise had the same message: What I am, you are. What I can do, you can do. These things, and more, shall you also do.

You are goodness and mercy and compassion and understanding. You are peace and joy and light. You are forgiveness and patience, strength and courage, a helper in time of need, a comforter in time of sorrow, a healer in time of injury, a teacher in times of confusion. You are the deepest wisdom and the highest truth; the greatest peace and the grandest love. You are these things. And in moments of your life you have known yourself as these things. Choose now to know yourself as these things always.

I mean you can’t lose in this game. You can’t go wrong. It’s not part of the plan. There’s no way not to get where you are going. There’s no way to miss your destination. If God is your target, you’re in luck, because God is so big, you can’t miss.

Yet know this: there is no such thing as an incorrect path – for on this journey you cannot “not get” where you are going.
It is simply a matter of speed—merely a question of when you will get there—yet even that is an illusion, for there is no “when,” neither is there a “before” or “after.” There is only now; an eternal moment of always in which you are experiencing yourself.

The point of life is not to get anywhere—it is to notice that you are, and have always been, already there. You are, always and forever, in the moment of pure creation. The point of life is therefore to create—who and what you are, and then to experience that.


A true Master is not the one with the most students, but one who creates the most Masters.
A true leader is not the one with the most followers, but one who creates the most leaders.
A true king is not the one with the most subjects, but one who leads the most to royalty.
A true teacher is not the one with the most knowledge, but one who causes the most others to have knowledge.
And a true God is not One with the most servants, but One who serves the most, thereby making Gods of all others.
For this is both the goal and the glory of God: that His subjects shall be no more, and that all shall know God not as the unattainable, but as the unavoidable.

Let your love propel your beloveds into the world—and into the full experience of who they are. In this will you have truly loved.

I tell you this: You always get what you create, and you are always creating.
I do not make a judgment about the creations that you conjure, I simply empower you to conjure more—and more and more and more. If you don’t like what you’ve just created, choose again. My job, as God, is to always give you that opportunity.

Your Life is always a result of your thoughts about it—including your obviously creative thought that you seldom get what you choose.

I tell you this: Your Life proceeds out of your intentions for it.

 You can choose to be a person who has resulted simply from what has happened, or from what you’ve chosen to be and do about what has happened.

 

from Coversations with God


March 24

many lives,many masters

“They tell me there are many gods, for God is in each of us.”

“Your father is here, and your son, who is a small child. Your father says you will know him because his name is Avron, and your daughter is named after him. Also, his death was due to his heart. Your son’s heart was also important, for it was backward, like a chicken’s. He made a great sacrifice for you out of his love. His soul is very advanced…..His death satisfied his parents’ debts. Also he wanted to show you that medicine could only go so far, hat its scope is very limited.” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

“Our task is to learn, to become God-like through knowledge. We know so little. You are here to be my teacher. I have so much to learn. By knowledge we approach God, and then we can rest. Then we come back to teach and help others.” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

“There are many souls in this dimension. I am not the only one. We must be patient. That is something I never learned either…There are many dimensions…” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

“I have been to different planes at different times. Each one is a level of higher consciousness. What plane we go to depends upon how far we’ve progressed…” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

“That we must share our knowledge with other people. That we all have abilities far beyond what we use. Some of us find this sooner than others. That you should check your vices before you come to this point. If you do not, you carry them over with you to another life. Only we can rid ourselves…of the bad habits that we accumulate when we are n a physical state. The Masters cannot do that for us.” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

“If you choose to fight and not to rid yourself, then you will carry them over into another life. And only when you decide that you are strong enough to master the external problems, then you will no longer have them in your next life.” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

We also must learn not to just go to those people whose vibrations are the same as ours. It is normal to feel drawn to somebody who is on the same level that you are. But this is wrong. You must also go to those people whose vibrations are wrong…with yours. This is the importance…in helping…these people. (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

We are given intuitive powers we should follow and not try to resist. Those who resist will meet with danger. We are not sent back from each plane with equal powers. Some of us possess powers greater than others, because they have been accrued from other times. Thus people are not all created equal. But eventually we will reach a pint where we will all be equal. (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

People who are in comas…are in the state of suspension. They are not ready yet to cross into the other plane…until they have decided whether they want to cross or not. Only they can decide this. If they feel they have no more learning…in physical state…then they are allowed to cross over. But if they have more learning, then they must come back, even if they do not want to. That is the rest period for them, a time when their mental powers can rest.” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

“We have no right to abruptly halt people’s lives before they have lived out their karma. And we are doing it. We have no right. They will suffer greatest retribution if we let them live. When they die and go to the next dimension, they will suffer there. They will be left in a very restless state. They will have no peace. And they will be sent back, but their lives will be very hard. And they will have to make up to those people that they hurt for the injustices that they did against them. They are halting people’s lives, and they have no right to do that. Only God can punish them, not us. They will be punished.” (Brian L. Weiss,1988)

“Yes, we choose when we will come into our physical state and when we will leave. We know when we have accomplished what we were sent down here to accomplish. We know when the time is up, and you will accept your death. For you know that you can get nothing more out of this life-time, When you have time, when you have had the time to rest and re-energize your soul, you are allowed to choose your re-entry back into the physical state. Those people who hesitate, who are not sure of their return here, they might lose the chance that was given them, a chance to fulfill what they must when they are in physical state.”

“…Wisdom is achieved very slowly. This is because intellectual knowledge, easily acquired, must be transformed into “emotional” knowledge. Once transformed, the imprint is permanent.”

“Balance and harmony are neglected today, yet they are the foundation of wisdom. Human mind has not learned about balance.”

“Happiness is really rooted in simplicity.”

Understand that no one is greater than another. Feel it. Practice helping another. We are all in rowing in the same boat.”


June 24

return

我回来了
February 03

无法祈祷

我没有信仰 
所以无法向别人的神祈祷
很高兴能走自己选择的路
很难过许多事情是不能选择的
 
January 23

我的爷爷

2005年12月25日 爷爷睡着了 他太累了 不会再起来
一直在想他去哪了 不管在哪里 他终于远离病痛的折磨了
在我的印象中他总是在笑 还有止不住颤抖的手
我会想你的

最后的舞蹈

我希望能更理智和客观
但这也许杀死我
我很清楚自己想要什么样的生活
人们也许不理解我
但那舞动的旋律已经流淌在我的血液里了
生命如同誓言
我有我的命运
所以不羡慕那种人
 
January 21

apollo

Apollo stood on the high cliff.
"Come to the edge," he said. "We're comfortable back here," they said.
“Come to the edge,” he said. “We’re too busy,” they said.
“Come to the edge,” he said. “It’s too high,” they said.
“Come to the edge,” he said. “We’re afraid,” they said.
“Come to the edge,” he said. “We’ll fall,” they said.
“Come to the edge,” he said.
And they did.
And he pushed them.
And they flew.
October 07

为袁绍檄豫州文

左将军领豫州刺史、郡国相守;盖闻明主图危以制变,忠臣虑难以立权。是以有非常之人,然后有非常之事;有非常之事,然后立非常之功。夫非常者,故非常人之所拟也。曩者强秦弱主。赵高持柄,专制朝权,威福由已,时人迫胁,莫敢正言。终有望夷之败,祖宗焚灭,污辱至今,永为世鉴。及臻吕后季年,产禄专政,内兼二军,外统梁赵,擅断万机,决事省禁,下凌上替,海内寒心。于是绛侯朱虚,兴兵奋怒,诛夷逆暴,尊立太宗。故能王道兴隆,光明显融。此则大臣立权之明表也。

司空曹操,祖父中常侍腾,与左悺、徐璜并作妖孽,饕餮放横,伤化虐民。父嵩,乞丐携养,因脏假位,舆金辇璧,输货权门,窃盗鼎司,倾覆重器。操赘阉遗丑,本无懿德,■狡锋协,好乱乐祸。幕府查统鹰扬,扫除凶逆,续遇董卓,侵官暴国。于是提剑挥鼓,发命东夏,收罗英雄,弃瑕取用。故遂与操同咨合谋,授以裨师。谓其鹰犬之才,爪牙可任。至乃愚佻短略,轻进易退,伤夷折衄,数丧师徒。幕府辄复分兵命锐,修完补辑,表行东郡,领兖州刺史。被以虎文,奖蹙威柄,冀获秦师一克之报。而操遂承资跋扈,肆行凶忒,割剥元元,残贤害善。故九江太守边让,英才俊伟,天下知名。直言正色,论不阿谄,身首被枭悬之诛,妻孥受灰之咎。自是士林愤痛,民怨弥重,一夫奋臂,举州同声。故躬破于除方,地夺于吕布,彷徨东裔,蹈据无所。幕府惟强干弱枝之义,且不登叛人之党,故复援旌擐甲,席卷起征,金鼓响震,布众奔诅。拯其死亡之患,复其方伯之位。则幕腐无德于兖土之民,而有大造于操也。

后会鸾驾反旆,群虏寇攻,时冀州方有北鄙之警,匪遑离局。故使从事中郎徐勋,就发遣曹,使缮修郊庙,翌卫动主。操便放志,专行胁迁,当御省禁,卑侮王室,则法乱纪,坐领三台,专制朝政。爵赏由心,刑戮在口,所受光五宗,所恶灭三族。群谈者受显诛,腹议者蒙陷戮,百寮钳口,道路以目。尚书记朝会,公卿充员品而已。故太尉杨彪,典历二司,享国极位。操因缘眦睚,被以非罪,搒楚参并,五毒各至,触情任忒,不顾宪纲。又议郎赵彦,忠谏直言,义有可纳,是以圣朝含听,改容加饰。操欲迷夺时明,杜绝言路,擅收立杀,不俟报闻。又梁孝王先帝母昆,坟陵尊显,桑梓松柏,犹宜肃恭。而操帅将校吏士,亲临发掘,破棺裸尸,掠取金宝,至今圣朝流涕,士民伤怀。操又特置发丘中郎将,摸金校尉,所过隳突,无骸不露。身处三公之位,面行桀虏之态,污国虐民,毒施人鬼。加其细政苛惨,科防互设,罾缴充蹊,坑阱塞路,举手挂网罗,动足触机陷,是以兖,豫有无聊之民,帝都有吁嗟之怨。

历观载籍无道之臣,贪残酷烈,于操为甚。幕府方诘外奸,未及整训,加绪含客,冀可弥缝。而操豺狼野心,潜包祸谋,乃欲摧挠栋梁,孤弱汉室,除灭忠正,专为枭雄。往者伐鼓北征,公孙瓒强寇桀逆,拒围一年。操因其未破,阴交书命,外助王师,内相掩袭,故引兵造河,方舟北济。会其行人发露,瓒亦枭夷,故使锋芒挫缩,厥图不果。尔乃大军过荡西山,屠各左校,皆束手奉质,争为前登,犬羊残丑,消沦山谷。于是操师震慴,晨夜逋遁,屯居敖仓,阻河为固,欲以螳螂之斧御隆车之隧。幕府奉汉威灵,折冲宇庙,长戟百万,胡骑千群,奋中黄、育、获之士,聘良弓劲弩之势,并州越太行,青州涉济、漯,大军泛黄河而角其前,荆州下宛、叶而掎其后。雷霆虎步,并集虏庭,若举炎火以炳飞蓬,覆沧海以沃熛炭,有何不灭者哉?

又操军吏士,其可战者,皆出自幽、冀,或故营部曲,咸怨旷思归,流涕北顾。其余兖、豫之民,及吕布、张扬遗众,覆亡迫胁,权时苟从,各被创痍,人为仇敌。若回旆方徂,登高岗而击鼓吹,扬素挥以启降路,必土崩瓦解,不俟血刃。方今汉室陵迟,纲维弛绝,圣朝无一介之辅,股肱无折冲之势。方畿之内,简练之臣,皆垂头搨翼,莫所凭恃,虽有忠义之佐,胁于暴虐之臣焉能展其节!又操持部曲精兵七百,围守宫阙,外托宿卫,内实拘执。惧其篡逆之萌,因斯而作。此乃忠臣肝脑涂地之秋,烈士立功之会,可不勗哉!

操又矫命称制,遣使发兵,恐边远州郡,过听而给与,强寇弱主,违众旅叛。举以丧名,为天下笑,则明哲不取也。即日幽、并、青、冀,四州并进。书到荆州,便勒见兵,与建忠将军协同声势。州郡各整戎马,罗落境界,举师扬威,并匡社稷,则非常之功,于是乎著。其得操首者,封五千户侯,赏钱五千万,部曲偏裨、将校诸吏降者,勿有所问。广宣恩信,班扬符赏,布告天下,咸使知圣朝有拘逼之难。如律令。

July 12

你应该知道的12句话 补遗

  1. 你学会珍惜已有之前  无法得到想要的东西
June 19

你应该知道的12句话

  1. 世界总是比想象中要大
  2. 所谓失败不是摔倒而是倒地不起
  3. 玩世不恭的人都是懦夫
  4. 别为任何人哭泣 值得你哭泣的人是不会让你这样做的
  5. 做人如水 做事如山
  6. 钱不是万恶之源 没有钱才是
  7. 努力不一定成功 但成功一定要努力
  8. 如果蝴蝶没有从茧中挣扎而出的过程就无法飞翔  人也一样
  9. 答案在你心中
  10. 敌人可以夺走你的财产 但是不能抢去你的知识
  11. 每个人都有不为人知的难处
  12. 生活是自己的 与他人无关
May 02

warcraft

就让毁灭的号角重新回响在这灾难的土地上  让所有听到它的人们都感到生命的绝望和无奈

在燃烧的天空下  走在混乱的边缘

This kingdom shall fall

and from the ashes shall arise a new order that will shake the very foundations
of the world

April 03

hi! matrix

你以为这一切都是真实的吗
March 27

kingdom

 

February 25

Memory

Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
Life was beautiful then
I remember
The time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Every street lamp
Seems to beat
A fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And a street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning

Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The street lamp dies
Another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with my memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun ...